In the loving memory of him...

FCM = Faculty of Creative Multimedia

FCm also = Faculty Cepat Mati

that's the most suitable describtion since i 1st join MMU n were holding up my hands n legs to agree with this phrase..

It's now 4.30am in the morning..what am i doing in such hours updating my blog instead of sleeping..i also dunno...

maybe it's really the after affter effect of doing unfinish assignments..

My roomate that day asked me " Sying, do u felt that we didn't sleep over 30 hours in this week?"

After the question, my head was like bang with hammer.."Yeah, u r right!!!"

Oh my..whole week have how many hours actually??

Let me do the calculation for u..

1 day 24 hours..

7 days..24 x 7 right? that makes it 168 hours..

if v sleep like 6 hours 1 day.. 7x6= 42 hours for sleep at least..

168 - 42 = 126..does it counted like that de??

If really so...means i have been working for 126 hours?? well, of coz there are times for eating..playing ..laughing around...

but at the critical time...we really like didn't sleep for 2 days? or 2 days only sleep 5 hours??

At the end of the day...we only got panda eyes..."prada eyes" (accroding to my fren..that suppose to means u hav BIG eye bag)..pale lips..

sickness..work got rejected..gastric..lose hair(too much maggie)..n also..serious problem on resting time.

Like i'm having now...my house now ppl are very active..no ppl want to sleep yet..

Haiz..is this wat the price to excell in this field?

Would it be more worst in the future? or better?

Looking forward...

 

p/s: dear said :"Blogging is scary~~!"

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

hahaha it's a reply of mine to a poem named the galaxy boy during my english class...too bad i didn't save his peom...but it's an interesting work that lecturer wan us to do...at least it was my 1st poem~

   Guys..i dun think i'm those type of gals who every guy will like me at the 1st sight. (of coz i know where i stand) There're many type of guys all around us right? Tall..thin..fat..handsome..so so...ah beng..pua chua kang perhaps? n maybe some of it we'll call them uncle..it totally fall to look and what's the 1st impression they gave to us, gals..then we'll somehow catergorize them i should say? hahahha i'm sure that guys did the same.." oh this gal is sexy..and mature 80 marks la~" hahah that's what my male frens been doing with his fren in library while studying for exam. This is some kind of entertainment i think...grading ppl. It's like the taiwan top model always says " Dun give me marks ~ >.<" hahaha of coz guys love that phrase lots coz..she's like goddess of the male world. Am i right, guys??

   Ok, without saying any guys who would jus pass by u la...we take a good examples of guys u know well...ur fren..ur bro or ur cousin also can. they sure have totally different character right? some are gentlemen..some are cocky (dunno wat so keng)..some are cute...some very girlish? hahah there're many types of it. But maybe most guys i met is like this la...i also not sure is all guys like this..(definetely not..) sometimes...some guys u can't underestimate them..they have super kao lui tactic!! hahah y did i say so...coz we are living in a gossip world...too much guys like this that i heard of..maybe around me got also hard to say.. maybe should i say nowadays wan to find guys who totally sincere is hard...few guys will like "i like u...i'll waiting for u couples of years also can " (tho really got such guy) ..now guys..hm..dunno la..it's like dunno which word they say is true n which word they say is lie u de..maybe today he'll say "i love u more than anything in the world"...tomorrow he'll say " sorry ar...i think i dun have feelings for u anymore" very shocking right?? so which is true n which is false..??? which 1??????? or there's a explaination..that is ppl is a fast changing machine?? hm..not saying like all guys is like this la..coz sometimes gals also will hav ppl like this...

   But, if really most guy is like this.. what should the gals do? trust them today n hate them tomorrow? gals would change to very mean n heartless in the end of days if things continue like this..at least that's what i think as a gal...then when gals become heartless..there goes the guys complaining..why nowdays gals so mean ar?? it's not mean..it's a way not to be hurt n bleed anymore. No offence to anyone i hope..especially guys...

  TOday chat with a fren who insist saying no1 understnd him...i wonder y.. but somehow i rmmbered i was once who would think that no1 understand me 2. Maybe whoever reading this blog might think also ya lor...really seems like no ppl know what i'm thinking about. sa sad to be in this world. For once i really hav this kind of thoughs, felt that even my best frens ar..parents ar...no even myelf understnad myself...sad right?? But, maybe really is getting older liao or what ..or maybe surrounding and ppl u met changes me...or should i say i change to suits the environment?? hahhah...anyway it jus changes to a better way dun worry. Now i think if we open up bit to ppl...welcome them to come in your heart..come sit sit...chat chat a while..you'll somehow see the other side of the rainbow. Really!! plz trust a person who comes over it plz...hahhaha...u think u can open a locked door without a key?? NO WAY MAN~....for all of us...we'r seeking here n there for the key...ya i always think that we'll found the key somehow someday...but b4 that...plz unlock urself 1st....if every1 is a lock..who would be d key?? think bout this plz...i saw a photoshop painting b4 ..showing a naked women with a key hole at her stomach..laying along the river side..try 1 by 1 the keys that flows down the river...instead of trying 1 by 1...i suggest her to unlocked herself...this is a happier way..